My Vow..

No matter how deep the sadness or wide the pain,

I vow to live for a brighter day will come again.

No matter how many mistakes I’ve made in the past,

I vow to live and in the future avoid them, surefooted and fast.

No matter how many tragedies beyond my control take place,

I vow to live and stay my course within this race.

No matter how poor or rich I may ever be,

I vow to live and aspire to search for the dignity in simplicity.

No matter how much a lover may pierce the inner core of my heart,

I vow to live for like spring I’ll get a new start.

No matter how isolated and alone I may feel,

I vow to live and do something for someone else to heal.

No matter how hopeless my situation my appear,

I vow to live and reflect until my viewpoint is clear.

No matter what happens in this life – good or bad

I vow to live, do my best, and just for living – be glad.

Torn

Tak tau mane nak mula..

Tak tau mane nak akhir..

Kadang2 rase macam takde hala tuju..

Sungguh kat hati banyak perancangan yg terbuku..

Pernah terdetik, cuba membanding2..

Pernah terdetik, trasa tak adil..

Pernah merintih that I am nothing..

Pernah merintih, trasa sangat kerdil..

APPRECIATION

I'm bck. Dah lame tak update blog. =) now ade chance, so i can update my blog. Moreover, idea tgh ade nak crite pasal ape. Actually, a few weeks ago, nk update mcm2 benda...Especially things that happened during my "missing" frm diz blog.. =) tp tu later la ye sbb nnt nk update gmbar skali.

Hm..Tadi searching2 quotes, terjumpe quotes kt bwh ni..

“We are so often caught up in our destination that we forget to appreciate the journey, especially the goodness of the people we meet on the way. Appreciation is a wonderful feeling, don't overlook it.”

Aku suke quote ni sbb mmg related dgn daily life kite..lumrahnya manusia susah untuk menghargai apa yg ada kat dunia ni..especially their life.. ( i'm saying diz sbb nk remind myself jgk)..

Lumrah hidup, manusia akan "bertemu" dgn pelbagai situasi kehidupan, ada baik, buruk, pahit, manis..Lumrah hidup ni jgk kita akan jumpa pelbagai jenis manusia..Manusia yg baik akhlaknya, manusia yg buruk pekertinya, manusia yg pura2 perbuatannya, manusia yg itu,yg ini..as we concern, all of them r influences of our surrounding life. Whatever it is, we should thnks to those people dat we meet on our way of journey.

Semakin byk perkara yg kita alami sepanjang perjalanan hidup, semakin byk yg kita pelajari sebenarnya. So that, bersyukurlah, hargailah hidup walau sebanyak manapun rintangan, dugaan, halangan yg kita lalui..

Pengalaman hidup adalah anugerah terhebat drp yg Maha Kuasa..Wuteva had happened in our life, Allah

Maha Mengetahui.

Life is once, so appreciate ur life bcuz appreciation is a wonderful feeling in our life!

Pendam.

Aku diam bkn krn membenci,

Aku diam bkn krn tak suka,

Tapi…

Aku diam sbb aku sendiri tak mengerti,

Aku diam sbb aku sendiri taktau kat mane nak mula..

Hakikatnye,

Aku rindu kamu semua,

Aku rindu gelak tawa,

Aku rindu gurau senda.

Zahirnya,

Kau nampak aku sombong,

Kau nampak aku angkuh..

Tapi jauh kat sudut hati aku,

Aku sedih dgn tanggapan mcmtu,

Dalam hati cuma tuhan yg tau..

Maaf andai kekurangan aku buat korang kecewa,

Maaf andai kelemahan aku buat korang terkecil hati,

Hadirnya korang buat aku rase sempurna,

Kasih syg aku utk korang akan sampai mati.

p/s:Rindu tak terkata.

...

Aku rindu Abah & Emak..

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Trust or no trust?.

Kepercayaan..Bukan mudah nak dpt kan kepercayaan org..especially mak bapak kite,org yg trsayang,kwn2 n org keliling..Sama jgk mcm kite nak beri kepercayaan kat org.Tak semudah yg disangka.Kite ni manusia..Pasti terdetik syakwasangka walau kepercayaan dah diberi..Ya,aku tak sempurna.Hati aku tak sesuci,seputih mana..Maka byk perasaan yg tak elok dlm diri aku ni..

“It takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it”

Tapi selagi kata hati ni tak mendengar bisik syaitan,InsyaAllah masih terkawal perasaan2 sebegitu. Aku akui, when we get involved in a serious relationship (tak kesahla family relationship ke,frenship ke,love frenship ke), those kind of feelings; jealousy,no trustworthy,saket hati n so on akan timbul..We ourselve yg learn how to control it.Oouhhh....aku masih belum sempurna dalam kawalan emosi though im getting 26yrs old already! (how bad am i huh?) But still, again, STILL..im learning..dlm keadaan aku yg mcm ni (im not as healthy as others), aku terpaksa blajar utk bijak kawal emosi.

When i looked bck, i mean, my past, it makes me think y did so hard for me to trust others..Sumtimes i think, past make me like diz. The truth is, kite tak layak utk hukum seseorg krn perkara lepas. It's enuff if u learn from it, not take granted of it for u to punish them. Hidup ni ada hukum karma..<-- ayat yg salu kite dgr kn? Yes. Ape pon yg kite buat, pasti ada balasan. Baik yg kau buat, baik la yg kau dapat. Mcm tu jgk sebaliknye..

“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”

Adilkah kepercayaan diganti dengan penipuan? Adilkah kepercayaan diganti dgn ketidakjujuran? Tepuk dada,tnya la hati..Andai kau harap kepercayaan, maka berlakulah jujur.. Andai kau harap kesetiaan, maka berlakulah adil..Be transparent in wuteva u do..

p/s : Peringatan utk diri aku sendiri dan org sekeliling aku..

Pain II.

Again, pagi ni ak rase saket..

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Mcm da tak tertanggung rasenye..

Kerap saket skang ni..

Rase nak buat ape2 pon dah tak lalu..

Anything dat can kiss my pain away?

Huu...

p/s : I need sumthing right now, right this moment..