APPRECIATION

I'm bck. Dah lame tak update blog. =) now ade chance, so i can update my blog. Moreover, idea tgh ade nak crite pasal ape. Actually, a few weeks ago, nk update mcm2 benda...Especially things that happened during my "missing" frm diz blog.. =) tp tu later la ye sbb nnt nk update gmbar skali.

Hm..Tadi searching2 quotes, terjumpe quotes kt bwh ni..

“We are so often caught up in our destination that we forget to appreciate the journey, especially the goodness of the people we meet on the way. Appreciation is a wonderful feeling, don't overlook it.”

Aku suke quote ni sbb mmg related dgn daily life kite..lumrahnya manusia susah untuk menghargai apa yg ada kat dunia ni..especially their life.. ( i'm saying diz sbb nk remind myself jgk)..

Lumrah hidup, manusia akan "bertemu" dgn pelbagai situasi kehidupan, ada baik, buruk, pahit, manis..Lumrah hidup ni jgk kita akan jumpa pelbagai jenis manusia..Manusia yg baik akhlaknya, manusia yg buruk pekertinya, manusia yg pura2 perbuatannya, manusia yg itu,yg ini..as we concern, all of them r influences of our surrounding life. Whatever it is, we should thnks to those people dat we meet on our way of journey.

Semakin byk perkara yg kita alami sepanjang perjalanan hidup, semakin byk yg kita pelajari sebenarnya. So that, bersyukurlah, hargailah hidup walau sebanyak manapun rintangan, dugaan, halangan yg kita lalui..

Pengalaman hidup adalah anugerah terhebat drp yg Maha Kuasa..Wuteva had happened in our life, Allah

Maha Mengetahui.

Life is once, so appreciate ur life bcuz appreciation is a wonderful feeling in our life!

Pendam.

Aku diam bkn krn membenci,

Aku diam bkn krn tak suka,

Tapi…

Aku diam sbb aku sendiri tak mengerti,

Aku diam sbb aku sendiri taktau kat mane nak mula..

Hakikatnye,

Aku rindu kamu semua,

Aku rindu gelak tawa,

Aku rindu gurau senda.

Zahirnya,

Kau nampak aku sombong,

Kau nampak aku angkuh..

Tapi jauh kat sudut hati aku,

Aku sedih dgn tanggapan mcmtu,

Dalam hati cuma tuhan yg tau..

Maaf andai kekurangan aku buat korang kecewa,

Maaf andai kelemahan aku buat korang terkecil hati,

Hadirnya korang buat aku rase sempurna,

Kasih syg aku utk korang akan sampai mati.

p/s:Rindu tak terkata.

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Aku rindu Abah & Emak..

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Trust or no trust?.

Kepercayaan..Bukan mudah nak dpt kan kepercayaan org..especially mak bapak kite,org yg trsayang,kwn2 n org keliling..Sama jgk mcm kite nak beri kepercayaan kat org.Tak semudah yg disangka.Kite ni manusia..Pasti terdetik syakwasangka walau kepercayaan dah diberi..Ya,aku tak sempurna.Hati aku tak sesuci,seputih mana..Maka byk perasaan yg tak elok dlm diri aku ni..

“It takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it”

Tapi selagi kata hati ni tak mendengar bisik syaitan,InsyaAllah masih terkawal perasaan2 sebegitu. Aku akui, when we get involved in a serious relationship (tak kesahla family relationship ke,frenship ke,love frenship ke), those kind of feelings; jealousy,no trustworthy,saket hati n so on akan timbul..We ourselve yg learn how to control it.Oouhhh....aku masih belum sempurna dalam kawalan emosi though im getting 26yrs old already! (how bad am i huh?) But still, again, STILL..im learning..dlm keadaan aku yg mcm ni (im not as healthy as others), aku terpaksa blajar utk bijak kawal emosi.

When i looked bck, i mean, my past, it makes me think y did so hard for me to trust others..Sumtimes i think, past make me like diz. The truth is, kite tak layak utk hukum seseorg krn perkara lepas. It's enuff if u learn from it, not take granted of it for u to punish them. Hidup ni ada hukum karma..<-- ayat yg salu kite dgr kn? Yes. Ape pon yg kite buat, pasti ada balasan. Baik yg kau buat, baik la yg kau dapat. Mcm tu jgk sebaliknye..

“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”

Adilkah kepercayaan diganti dengan penipuan? Adilkah kepercayaan diganti dgn ketidakjujuran? Tepuk dada,tnya la hati..Andai kau harap kepercayaan, maka berlakulah jujur.. Andai kau harap kesetiaan, maka berlakulah adil..Be transparent in wuteva u do..

p/s : Peringatan utk diri aku sendiri dan org sekeliling aku..

Pain II.

Again, pagi ni ak rase saket..

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Mcm da tak tertanggung rasenye..

Kerap saket skang ni..

Rase nak buat ape2 pon dah tak lalu..

Anything dat can kiss my pain away?

Huu...

p/s : I need sumthing right now, right this moment..

Emo.

P/s : Nak emo skjap bole? ^,^

Pain.

Owh.Encik MVP dtg lawat saye lagi since last 3 days..

..Sigh..

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Andai diberi kuasa utk menolak perkara yg aku tak suke, aku akan mintak utk tidak izinkan Encik MVP dtg dlm hidup aku..Tapi nak buat mcmane, almost 14years dia hidup dgn aku..

Ape2pon, trima kasih Ya Tuhan..

Redha dgn ape yg Kau beri buatkan aku lbih kuat utk terima kehadiran Encik MVP..

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p/s : Aku ade MVP, kau ade? =)

Contest Nippon Paint.

Aku nak masok contest "I like Nippon Paint because.." Hm. Kna create a post blog not more than 100 words. Tp ak blum idea nak menaip ttg nippon paint ni. =( Iklan ni dia advertised on 11th May 2011, dah ramai org join contest ni gak nye. Ak je yg br terkedek2 nk join! 

- The deadline for submissions is 11.59 pm, 14 June 2011 (Tuesday).

Mcm tak sempat je nk mengarang...mengarang cincai boncai bole la! Ha..kalo dpt top 3, dpt hadiah2 kt bwh neh~ besh kan? 

Best of all, the top THREE (3) blog entries will also be walking away with fantastic prizes as below:
Grand Prize: Room makeover worth RM 5000
Second Prize: Paint job worth RM 3000
Third Prize: Paint job worth RM 2000

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Comel gile minatang2 neh. =p

Kalo dpt ni pon jadi la kan..?? The 50 most creative blog entries will receive one cute Blobby plush toy each that you can use to decorate your bed with! 

p/s : Org left handed ni CREATIVE. =)

Sekadar Di Pinggiran.

Klik sini..

p/s : Special dedication utk abh,mak,adek2..

Part 1 : School memories.

Hari ni hari guru sedunia. =) Tringat zaman2 skola rendah, skola menengah, masok U, jd guru sandaran skejap.. Hm.btw, trsangat rindu bangku kayu kt skola dlu. =) Time skola rendah dlu, ak sgt aktif ko-kurikulum n kurikulum..Maen netball jd Center sbb kecik (wakil skola tu..), pastu gimrama time sukan skola..pertandingan berzanji, nasyid, camping ape2 sume ak join.. Kalo bab blaja plak, salu dpt ranking no 1 sampai 3 je...mase tu suke blumba2 ngn kengkawan..tmbh plak kengkawan tu byk sedara mara yg sebaya ngn ak; awien,ijam,helmi,bedah,alin,nadia n etc..<-- (kalo korang trjumpe n trbace blog ak neh mesti korang tringat cite2 lamekan? =p)Tp ak paling tkleh lupe mase darjah 6, ak dpt ranking no 6, nk blk uma bwk report card tu pnye la takot..rs mcm pedang samurai nak tunggu penggal leher ak jek.. Haha. Sbb abah mak tegas..garang.."org laen bole dpt markah tinggi,npe ko tkleh dpt?" <-- ayat yg salu mak abah ckp kt ak bile ak tkleh beat org len. =( Tp biase la, bdak2 lg time tu..blaja ikot time ak suke.. Hik3.. Lg sminggu nk UPSR pon, ak sebok maen guli ngn kazen2 laki..Degil kan ak ni? At last, guli ak sebotol besa kna buang dlm perigi (ak kn dok uma kawasan kampong, so blakang uma ak ade perigi..) =) tp skang da jd perigi buta). Byk sgt kenangan time skola rendah kalo dikenang2 blk..smpai tgelak sorg2 kdg2 bile tkenang..

Tp tak best bile ak masok skola asrama harian kt SIGS, JB..sbb jaoh ngn fmly.5 years kat skola tu mcm2 ak blaja,baek buruk sume ade..tp sbenanye,yg buruk tu dtg dr kite sndiri..Ak mmg sgt degil. Mase f2, ak da pandai cabot ostel g best world (skg da jd danga city mall). Ak g situ ngn suria hani n sorg akk senior tu smata2 nk test mee claypot yg br bkk..Hahaha. (tp sejak dr haritu smpai skang ak tak suke claypot2 pnye mknn neh..) =) Kali ketiga ak asek cabot ostel, ak kna panggel ngn warden..hahha.seb baek tk kna buang asrama..(tp sbenanye kalo kna buang asrama,ak lg suke kot.bleh pindah skola! =p singkat sungguh pemikiran ak time tu..) Tp yg sronok nye dok asrama, ade ramai kawan2..kt situ la tempat korang nk ngadu suke duke..yela,mak abah jaoh..(ceyh! cam jaoh kt oversea je..) buat jahat,buat baek same2..Time kt ostel dlu, mknn megi adalah dilarang..almaklumlah,mknn tk berkhasiat..tp kiteorg tetap curik2 bwk stok megi..tringat satu mlm tu, ak stay up dgn andrea,kiteorg g dining room sbb nk amek air panas,dlm gelap kiteorg g curik air panas tu..hahaha.tibe2 kna sergah ngn Cik Azizah; warden kiteorg yg sgt garang time tu..(kantoi sbb dlm gelap kiteorg letak towel kecik atas kpale..konon2 nk tutop kpale sbb nk masok dining mmg kna tutop kpale)..Haha.Kna 'basoh' time tu jgk..byk la knangan yg klaka2 kalo nk dikenang2 blk..hahaha...ak asek nk gelak je skang ni..5 thn ak membesar kt situ, hdup ak dikelilingi kawan2..Ak blaja basoh baju sndiri,kemas almari bju sndiri,iron bju..Tp ak tak nafikan, since ak klua drp asrama afta 5years, ak ade ckit selfish attitude.Sbb everything kperluan hdup ak,ak buat sndiri tk hrapkan bntuan sape2..5 years ak trbiase cmtu..btw,AK RINDU SIGS...

p/s : to be continued..

Little note.

Everdearest my Superwoman,

Maybe im not a person dat u always think of..

Maybe im not a person dat u always dream of..

Maybe im not a person dat u will proud of..

Till sumtimes...

My mind spinning round..

My heart tearing apart..

My tears falling down..

But,no matter wut happen..

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From d bottom of my heart,

U r always my only one..

U r always d best of mine..

Created by ur Lil  Woman,

-ur daughter-

p/s : A simple note yet meaningful.

7 songs.

Lately, ak sgt2 suke dgr lagu2 ni...check it out~

1) Who's that chick by Rihanna.

"Sound is my remedy
Feeding me energy
Music is all I need.." 

Klik sini..

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2) The lazy song by Bruno Mars.

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Klik sini...

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3) It's all about him by Auburn.

Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie-i
Think I'm falling and I dno why
But I won't fight these butterflies

Klik sini.. 

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4) Black n yellow by Wiz Khalifa.

< owh.ak tak gemar lirik lagu ni.ak cume suke lagu dia je.bkn lirik. =) >

Klik sini..

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5) Love Like Woe by The Ready Set.

Cause I got some intuition,
or maybe I'm superstitious
But I think you're a pretty sweet pill
that I'm swallowing down
To counter this addiction
you've got me on a mission
Tell me darling, can I get a break somehow?
How can I say no?

Klik sini..

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6) Till the World Ends by Britney Spears

See The Sunlight
We Ain't Stoppin’
Keep On Dancing Till The World Ends
If You Feel It Let It Happen
Keep On Dancing Till The World Ends

Klik sini..

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7) Yeah3x by Chris Brown.

< Lirik lagu ni pon ak kurang berkenan. Ak suke vclip n lagu dia je >

Klik sini..

p/s : Music is food for ears..enjoy those songs. =)

My Past.

I know u r here.

I know u r following me.

I know u r there.

I know u r take a peek on me.

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U r my past.

U r my memory.

Ours r not everlast.

So I'm begging u to leave me.

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p/s : Love to choose. Then Love ur choice..

Morning Sunshine.

p/s : Motif gmbr ni? Takde. Ak cume mengantok. =)

Coming Mother's Day

8th May 2011 ni tarikh keramat. =) Hari ibu sedunia. Any mother's day gift idea? Btw, terpulang pd individu. Byk duet, bole bg hadiah mahal2. Pd yg kurang mampu, harga tak penting.. Ape2 pon bole bg ikot kemampuan.. Kat cni ak suggestkan, bg la hadiah ikot ape yg mak kite suke.. 

Moms dat garden, bole bg dorang potted plants, easy-grow herb kits n etc. Klik sini..<-- Korang cr la kdai2 yg ade kat mlysia. Ni ak cume bg contoh gift yg bole kite bg je..

Moms dat cook, bole bg dorang personalized family cookie jar (bekas kuih @ biskot yg dicetak gmbr family), kitchen ware n etc. Klik sini.. <-- Korang cr la kdai2 yg ade kat mlysia. Ni ak cume bg contoh gift yg bole kite bg je..

Mak2, ibu2 yg suke bergaya plak, bole bg dorang kasot ke, baju ke, handbag ke, ape2 la yg bole buat dorg bergaye..Tapi sesuainye bli handbag je la. kang kalo baju, kasot nak kna tau size plak. Tak ngam size, da tak besh. So betta bli handbag. Handbag mcm2 skang ade.

Gift yg kite bole bg tak smestinya material brbntuk brg2, kite bleh bwk dorg g salon ke, spa ke, makan2 ke, ha..mcm2 bleh buat sbenanye utk celebrate Mother's Day ngn mak kite..Korang klik sini kalo nk tgk ape yg ade utk Mother's day gift.. =) 

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Ape2 pon, takde ape yg lbih berharga selain drp serangkap doa utk mak..

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, rahmatilah ibuku sebagaimana dia telah mendidikku sejak kecil. Panjangkanlah umurnya dgn dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik.."

p/s : Psst.."sayang mak dunia akhirat".

Kawen.

Kawan, sahabat, bekas kekasih <-- saje buat kontrovesi, =p sumenye da nak kawen dlm bln 5 ni. Btw, special wishes utk korang ni...

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1) Muhammad Firdaus + Shema 

Slamat pengantin baru utk korang. Korang jempot cakap2 mulot, tk dpt la den nak dtg majlis. Kang sesat dtg ke Perak ngn Kedah..Semoga bahgia kekal hingga anak cucu.

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2) Jamal + Suhana

Slmt pengantin baru jgk. Thks sbb jemput. Kad instant via FB. =) I'allah kalau tkde aral melintang kite dtg ke Perak yek! Semoga bahgia kekal hingga anak cucu.

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3) Ain Lokman + Azie

Slamat pengantin baru. Ko tak jempot ak pon. Jb ngn Pgudang bkn jaoh manepon. Takde pon kad sampai utk ak.. Btw, still waiting ur invitation card! ko dudok jb, wajib bagi ak kad yek! Smoga bahgia kekal hingga anak cucu.

AMEEN.... =)

p/s : kawan slamenya. Keep in touch!