Trust or no trust?.

Kepercayaan..Bukan mudah nak dpt kan kepercayaan org..especially mak bapak kite,org yg trsayang,kwn2 n org keliling..Sama jgk mcm kite nak beri kepercayaan kat org.Tak semudah yg disangka.Kite ni manusia..Pasti terdetik syakwasangka walau kepercayaan dah diberi..Ya,aku tak sempurna.Hati aku tak sesuci,seputih mana..Maka byk perasaan yg tak elok dlm diri aku ni..

“It takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it”

Tapi selagi kata hati ni tak mendengar bisik syaitan,InsyaAllah masih terkawal perasaan2 sebegitu. Aku akui, when we get involved in a serious relationship (tak kesahla family relationship ke,frenship ke,love frenship ke), those kind of feelings; jealousy,no trustworthy,saket hati n so on akan timbul..We ourselve yg learn how to control it.Oouhhh....aku masih belum sempurna dalam kawalan emosi though im getting 26yrs old already! (how bad am i huh?) But still, again, STILL..im learning..dlm keadaan aku yg mcm ni (im not as healthy as others), aku terpaksa blajar utk bijak kawal emosi.

When i looked bck, i mean, my past, it makes me think y did so hard for me to trust others..Sumtimes i think, past make me like diz. The truth is, kite tak layak utk hukum seseorg krn perkara lepas. It's enuff if u learn from it, not take granted of it for u to punish them. Hidup ni ada hukum karma..<-- ayat yg salu kite dgr kn? Yes. Ape pon yg kite buat, pasti ada balasan. Baik yg kau buat, baik la yg kau dapat. Mcm tu jgk sebaliknye..

“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”

Adilkah kepercayaan diganti dengan penipuan? Adilkah kepercayaan diganti dgn ketidakjujuran? Tepuk dada,tnya la hati..Andai kau harap kepercayaan, maka berlakulah jujur.. Andai kau harap kesetiaan, maka berlakulah adil..Be transparent in wuteva u do..

p/s : Peringatan utk diri aku sendiri dan org sekeliling aku..